Another week of sad, heartbreaking, awful, terrible news.
I was sitting on my patio. It was 86 degrees at 7:30 am. The air was numbingly still, suffocatingly hot (week long heat wave: not good) . I was already exhausted by the weather, the news, and the future.
My head drooped, my eyes barely focused on the bricks on our patio.
That’s where I found my sanity.
Do you see it?
That’s because it’s a tiny bit camouflaged, lying in wait (being aerodynamically designed to land up-side down). Raisons d’etre tend to fall into your life that way.
Let me turn it over for you:
It’s a Blue Jay tail feather, the center tail feather — the one around which the bird’s symmetry is arrayed.
No scientist would have the nerve to invent such a thing, the way its form and pattern meshes so effortlessly.
No artist would dare invent such a color, a cool steel-blue that shimmers hot turquoise like a flash of lightning.
This is the kind of miracle that you only get in nature, as a gift, just for paying attention,on this planet that seems determined to kill itself with sorrow.
In the quantity of joy this Blue Jay feather brought me on the morning that I found it under the rhododendron tree, this little little occasion of beauty and surprise, the world was redeemed. At least for the day.
Well, at least for the rest of the morning.